Energetics, life, healing

Piggy-backing off of my last entry, adding the layer of healing.

So we know a little bit about manifestation and law of attraction. What we put out can come back.

So does that mean when we are doing healing work, processing some old energy that doesn’t feel great, that we are creating new energy that won’t feel great?

I can’t say for sure.

What I do know, is that validation was very powerful for me. Letting old energy be released, incredibly valuable and healing for me.

So, from my perspective, I think it is something not to bypass. If you have healing to do, dig in. Also, make sure to rest and take breaks. Life is still fun.

After I very honestly express old feelings, old Energy, as a matter of hygiene, and to empower myself in the now, I am in practice of reframing things for my best.

For example, after getting some stuff out, I might say: and it got me here now. All experiences that got me here now to this moment. A moment where I can grow and learn and heal. What an opportunity for me! I own my personal power now am so glad to be shedding these old stories, these old emotions, and it all works for my best. I accept and love myself, and I am in perfect harmony with the loving universe!

Energetics and life

Manifestation, law of attraction, and reading tea leaves..

Manifestation and loa – Energetic pipeline

Tea leaves – Rorschach

As we change, raise our energy, the things we look at change.

Take what works for you, keep positive about your self and life

And

Leave the rest with love and with your freedom!

Boom. It’s all just energetic echoes. In doing this you load your pipeline with positivity and thusly, positive echoes and opportunity should you so chose to play with them.

The stuff that doesn’t sound good in this present moment ain’t for you. Give it no energy.

Energy goes to love! The excitement of the life I chose! Being me! I love me so much

Do this, see positive change

Something that really helped me a lot was to stop making myself wrong. And I wasn’t wrong for making myself wrong. Lol.

Just saying, boy, we can get stuck in many places, extended learning periods, in life

Now, I see them all as just experiences. I was never wrong. Back then, lots of shame, guilt, very critical of myself.

It took some time, and some real focus, not only to apply it, but to catch all the little ways I would make myself wrong and honestly, I’m still working at it.

This thing has really changed the game for me. I was never wrong. I was and am enough.

I do what I want, and I don’t should all over myself.

I am enough! Loving myself, gentle with myself…every step to happiness.

Journaling 4-10-24

I have faced a lot of change. Wind blowing old leaves, falling off the tree. I’ve had a momentous ride. A title wave. A recruitment. To be myself, and then go share it with the world if I so choose. The day is upon me, where I can admire the fire, the truth, the lessons, the guidance, and myself, for working in the process and overcoming a lot. My experience was deeply spiritual, personal. I was very much challenged well beyond my comfort zone. I found pieces of me, places in me, I’d never known. It brought out my best, and every inch of me was gone through. By far, the most magnificent and challenging time of my life. And it just keeps getting better! The full experience, I like to say. Sometimes reciting that in serious personal pain. Lots of tears, old energy shed. At times I’d just laugh. There were some real trying times. I did everything I could, and that worked. “Stay in the game” was all I could do sometimes and that was enough! Sometimes surrendering to the moment was absolutely best, I had many walls, concepts, ideas, that didn’t serve me, that fell away on the path to my heart. I kept showing up for myself. Far from perfect, and that was one of my lessons. To accept myself rather than judge and drive myself. Truly, what more did I really desire than peace? The object, the goal, the concepts I used to push myself, all melted off over time. Trial and error, to get down to the truth. The real value in my personal existence, is me. Stripping away the parts of my ego that liked to push too hard, undervalue me, believed in old dated concepts, believed “I” had anything to do with exterior noise, died a slow death. And it fought hard! Boy, did it fight hard. Only once I got healthier did I realize how unhealthy, abusive, and distracted away from my value it was towards me. And I get it. I was part of it. I wasn’t wrong for being there. This is the process of self discovery, was my own experience. Once that died away through focused determination to see all of my value as interior, and not exterior, I was able to step into my value for being me, my truth as a person, embody my heart, and find peace.

So much more to say. I’ll stop for now.

-I’ll keep going.

Another beautiful day!