Author Archives: bluemoose13

In spiritually practice, life, there is always room for you. To be you That is the gift

Sometimes my support group and friends felt more like a confrontation group. Picking at me, pulling out and exposing things I didn’t want or plan to discuss. Another time, I thought. It’s my life and my choosing, I thought. I was bewildered. I didn’t know how to let go. It felt so unfriendly, violating. AsContinue reading “Confrontation healing”

“Women are enthralled and men are forgiven.” This quote or thought presented itself to me in a dream last night, and I took it in context with one’s own soul journey. After a nice relaxing day, a ride out to the beach for a nice swim, here is how I’m presently entertaining the thought: WomenContinue reading “Role reversal”

What was eating at the insides  Has surfaced.  Decades, a lifetime, amassed on the hilltop, in clear view. It can stand there for all I care in all of its glory, for what it is.  I’m too tall for any shadow.  I am that which has triumphed and more. Now I’m going to go rest,Continue reading “Transformation”

If you want unlimited fun and freedom you are in the right place The imagination is your ticket, ride, destination, and more Do yourself a favor Don’t try to domesticate life or put it into a cute outfit Life itself is here to be experienced, seen explored, by you, and through you. Have fun, theContinue reading “Life is so good”

When I truly felt safe and grounded, my perspective, the intensity of the feelings, changed and wound-down so much. A lot went into feeling safer, more healthy, established, me. Today I’m observing calm. And what calm can do. Truth is, I was upset from the root, and carried that feeling, that tightness, for a longContinue reading “Witnessing my own healing”

Life itself is more sacred, more valuable, than any sacred act or demonstration

I felt so inferior in comparison to them And for a long time, blamed myself, pushed myself Eventually it got to be too much And the blaming, the criticisms, the reasons I was okay and they were just jerks, became a reality..how I saw them. And with lots of hurt and disappointed energy. As IContinue reading “Retrospect”

God please grow that within me is light and love God please let me release what does not serve me, and feel new God please let the muscle that worries atrophy God please keep my focus clear Please God, keep me safe in your love, and help me trust the wonderful world you provide forContinue reading “Letting go”

It’s been a long road And The good news is I get to focus on the positive In my life Of my life That there is Life Lots of reasons to be positive, and I can chose what I focus on Took what it took to get here The charge is less The message isContinue reading “Long road”