Author Archives: bluemoose13

As the temperature rises My little pot Begins to quake Louder as it becomes Grumbling, groaning Creaking hot pot A building phenomenon Heat compounding pressure I can feel it in my chest Such agitation in this little pot Trembling water Expansion upon itself This container Such thin walls Cradling this ignition Rotating inner tension UnseenContinue reading “Conversion”

For days weeks nights and years I sat with this angry and sad fire It wouldn’t take no for answer It had me convinced that I was wrong Convinced that I should respond Fear, guilt, shame, nothing out of bounds Items, topics, desires, some which I can’t claim mine So much rage, guilt, sadness EachContinue reading “Expression”

There is a fire raging inside A heartburn beyond words Aching in every corner Burning from the inside out An angry furnace Quaking, swelling, under tremendous force A rotting stillness disturbed Loss of quietness This secret… may erupt I felt every piece and particle Burning my flesh Harming my insides Stealing my blood Each layerContinue reading “Internal combustion”

Somewhere deep inside is a voice unheard Somewhere, and the depths of my being a harp plays, full vibrant, notes and body with love, joy, safety, peace, and freedom. Somewhere deep in these steps as a soul that never gave in, gave up, relinquished it’s value. Somewhere deep in this heart of mine lay aContinue reading “Afraid to care”

I make no declarations, no promises, of who I’ll be or what I might believe, today Or tomorrow Until I do I close no doors Opening myself Strengthening my signal This I can’t rush It’s not a “no” It’s a not right now I’m altering my own trajectory The vibration of my soul I appreciateContinue reading “Openness”

Love doesn’t look or wait for reasons

I’ve healed past and accept what they are okay with.

If I’m being honest If I really am going to be honest This is honestly the best thing I can do The best I can do I’m giving it my best, honestly, not just for me, for you. Living honest for me looks so much different A different man in the mirror I ever knewContinue reading “Clear view”

In life The exit marker can take a while Then come up quick You’ve earned this. Enjoy it

What was all the pain for The heartache Agony Abandonment Star orphan.. this is just the beginning Life is a beautiful Gift