When you decide to conceal something about you from someone else you don’t allow them to love what you might not.

Whereas, you may not presently accept this part of you, they might accept and love right beyond it.

Chill out and trust!

You don’t have anger.

Anger has you.

Free yourself.

Firstly, you are unconditionally loved by god and freedom is your birthright.

I find many people that spend a ton of energy of external freedom are quite unfree internally.

Comparatively, I find the people who are internally free are always free, whatever the environment.

Personal work and healing is so valuable. Stop running and identify the distractions when it is your time.

“The way out is in”

I used to think I needed to be better. I used to think I needed to be tougher, if I learned enough outside of myself I’d somehow find my value and happiness.

Well, as it turns out, loving myself as an organism that naturally grows on its own, loving and liking me, spending time with me, valuing me, being honest and open with me, pouring my energy into me, is all I ever wanted and needed to find my value and joy.

My world is opening up. Replaced “shoulds” and “I have to’s” with wants and I get to’s.

By loving me, investing in myself, ignoring all the external noise, and trusting I am enough, I’ve discovered a free and rich countryside full of options that I get to decide on what’s best for me.

It takes time. It is worth it. Find your true north. And keep going! I’ll be by your side working, too.

We are the link between God and earth.

These, my darkest days.

How much more can my heart take?

Will it eventually stop feeling?

Falling. Falling. Falling.

There I go.

And endless downhill ride through the funneling kaleidoscope of smeared memories, love, trauma, self talk, and inner wisdom.

Lost, I am.

Deep in the trees.

They say new is good. Letting go, backwards, sliding, to a forward destination. Is that how it all works?

I don’t know.

I’m speaking to you now wrapped in five quilts. Please turn the heat up so my toes don’t get cold.

Well, when you say stuff sometimes I get magical little butterflies that dance in my body singing cute little adorable songs and it bubbles up in me joyfully like a rigorously shaken two litre of carbonated mineral water showering my entire being with a sensation of joy, being loved, actual real nurturing and support, and I find at that moment nothing is impossible, everything is eternal, abundant, and I’m right where I need to be. Like I’m sitting in a comfy chair by a fire and everything is okay. And that includes my heart.

Home at last!

The depiction of science a method to be revealed

Matters of heart a pressing matter

In days all will be known

Tonight, lay by the fire and allow it’s warmth into your heart

That sweet heart. It’s soft in the middle.

We can help you if you let us.

Go to bed, say your prayer, and open to us.

Nothing we can’t do.

Believe!

Consider the energy and passion of doing for someone you deeply love.

Now..

Consider the energy and passion of doing for someone you don’t deeply love.

Now..

Consider when you deeply love yourself, what you do for you.

It is so nice outside. It is wonderful to have a Koi pond that I can just look at. It’s warm out, and I love that I can just come out here shorts and a T-shirt, bare feet, and just be comfortably. I love that it is late October, the sun is shining, there is so much green in the trees, and life continues to thrive. My feet feel good and strong. My ankles just keep doing their thing. My legs are strong and sturdy. My back is in a wonderful mood. I just let my whole body loose and it feels so nice that I can just do that. I love hearing the fountain in the lake across the field, while at the same time, hearing my little Koi pond fountain. I love that the birds visit in my backyard. Squirrels everywhere, they are such adorable little jokers. I love myself. I love how I can do things because I choose to, supporting myself. I love that I am choosing choice in my life. If I want to do it, I will. If I don’t, I won’t.