I was so needing of approval.. for several reasons.
Looking in the mirror.. I’d also become accustomed to others needing my approval. And I remember feeling in strong disapproval of some of their actions, and secretly protesting inside, withholding, not using my words but controlling with emotion.
What an inversion.
Part of being good enough meant eventually I’d get some deference in the unhealthy dance too. Like, if I compromise part of me for the group, I need you to do the same.
That was not a healthy system. Quite a loop!
I approve of me. We all are enough already and do not need to seek the approval of others. It is not a substitute for love.
Thank you for the lesson. Freedom and love for me now ❤️
Starting Anew! 