At home I felt inadequate, inferior
They were better
Out in the world I felt superior, believing my family was better, and somehow, that meant I was too.
I cared deeply for others and yet felt different, disconnected, wiser.
I longed for connection but needed to stay loyal to the family line, so I lived with inner struggle and neither.
What an inner struggle & projection.
Now I’m seeing through it and finding my own nature.
Starting Anew! 