My journey experienced loneliness. There was a sad quiet suffering within, and it hurt really bad. I had my share of difficulties, heartbreak, along with a reluctance to use someone or treat someone as temporary goods. So for some time I just had wave after wave (and still do time to time) of feeling lonely, and honestly, bad for myself. Why me? I thought. I look all around and see people in relationships, they seem happy. What’s wrong with me? Even the motivation to go do things sometimes was met with grief. I’m doing it, but on my own. Insert 🙁. I’m traveling, but on my own. Nobody to share it with. Nobody to talk to about it. What was my life getting to?
Was I so sensitive that I couldn’t take another heartbreak?
Had I lost all of my trust?
Too critical of others?
Many nights I went to bed sad and lonely. It was a tough time. I’m saying that, still very single without any sort of intimacy for years. I’ve done a lot of work on myself, focused on myself, and realized that as I change and raise my vibration, I create new energy for myself, attract better, improved energetic matches for me. Also lots of other inner work on boundaries, self-worth, attachment style, neediness in general, seeking for approval, and more. Loneliness was the result and the fuel for the various needy manifestations of behaviors.
A collection of many things, many things that I was learning along the way, let’s say. I’m glad to say I have much healthier habits now.
So when do I make my move? When does that person come in my life? Have I become satisfied with my own company? Will I ever make that move?
The right person will come at the right time. I know by doing this work for myself, I have raised my value so much, and in doing so, automatically will have better relations, across-the-board. And, I have become much more comfortable with myself. I own my own personal responsibility to care for myself, Own my value, and have really explored a lot of things that I like during this process that helped me really appreciate having my own time.
So, I will not rush into anything. Same time, I will leap, take a chance, and have fun. You never know what can happen. It only takes a spark.
I’ll also add, along my journey, I have discovered much about the energetic and spiritual world. If my experience means anything, trust me, you are never alone. Angels, ancestors, guides, all around you at all times. The concept of time only has to do with matter and distance. Beyond that, a limitless field of energy, and you are part of it.
You are not alone. You are so worth taking the time. Reveal, heal, unfold, transcend!
There can be days, weeks, months, years of feeling lonely, even though you aren’t.
When the time is right for you, you will attract someone that absolutely adore you, and you are worth that.
Ps: Spiritual guidance, angels, are helping you every moment and would love to connect with you and help you even more. The support and unconditional love to be experienced is like none other.
Believe in your value. All comes at the right time. Hold your value and keep going!
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